i m useless

er.........where i should start??

i hv few day no write blog d....

er......from sunday night start la.....

after i wrote finish my blog...

i surf fb agn..

so surprising.....Soon cum ask me can i teach her phy....bio....km....math...(aiya...almost all the subject)

er...wat i should say???

just oklo....bt actually i m quite poor><""

y cum find me teach???

i edi teach Bovene everyday recess jor....

the yinying oso cum n call me teach her phy...bt i reject jor...

i feel very sorry abt i hv reject u....

bcz i think u is quite good oso...

i scare i cant teach u well.....

n i think u no clever enuf to teach all of u...

bless hardly...

u all dun want look me like me so pro...

pls....actually i m noob.....not pro enuf like u all think><""""

i m a stupid.....><""

u all clever than me more n more lo.....=.="""

after i say ok....the Soon call me go out Mcd teach her=.=""

hey my mum wont let me out so late de la....

at the end.....

i call her cum my grandmum home...

i teach her there...

she cum from 8 pm until 1++am....

actually i m headache when abt 12am.....

mayb bcz of no enuf slp....

bt nvm la....edi promise teach her....

then just keep going lo...

haha....actually i think i share my thinking to her more than teach her...

n the junyi oso....like so k wat Soon do...

i ply junyi say Soon is his wife...

he scold me bad words><"""

hey...guy ...b polite la....

i know i always bully u....

bt if i no scold u bad word...u scold me bad word...

i will gv u die 99><"""

Soon go back abt 2am......

she mum cum to fetch her after work...

omg....!!she mum work until midnight...

sumtime i will feel pity to her oso..

always alone in home...

no like me.....my family is very noisy all the time=.=""

some time....rich nvr = happy.....

rich....bt how???

do u happy???do u think u hv gv the love to ur son or daughter?

do u think they r happy???

like Choo n Seii oso...they r rich...

bt they always feel alone when staying in home...

haizzz....pity them...





yesterday...i stay whole day in my uncle home...

no cum back to my own home....

actually i dun want cum home is bcz i nid a quite place to study...

i slp until 10am only wake up...^^

bcz nobody cum kacau me there...

my mum always call me ask wat i m doing=.="

she scare me bring other go there=.=""

pls la....i wont de lo...

i m a super good girl de leh=.=""

after tat ...my uncle lunch time....

he dabao for me....

n he go work agn.....

i open the sj book n study....

bt after read abt 1 hours...feel want slp agn=.="

damn sj....always gt the magic let me feel want fall in slp><""

useless subject!!!!!!

i go slp agn abt 3-5pm=.="""

after wake up.....my mum call me agn...

hey...ah teng....wat r u doing there??

"oo.........er.......i m studying lo..."i lied*=.=*

"u really so hardworking like this???cant believe"mum replied

"hehehe.....yala....i always hardworking like this...okla....off...i want study..88"i faster finish the conversation...

haha...i realise i m so bad at the time..XP...

junyi sms me"hey...wat u hv studied just now"

"i go to slp for whole day..u say leh?n how abt u?wat u hv study?"

"i oso slp for just now"he repied...

haha...actually i know he is study de lo...

he want win me....

okla...u work hard more la^^




i waste my time agn in surf fb...

when see the sentences "Devilteng teng comment on XXX's status just now...."

then changes to 3 min ago...6min ago.....10 min ago.....30 min ago....1hour ago...3 hours ago......

omg!!!!i waste my time agn><"""

sometime i really feel i m useless...><"""

i cant control well to myself...

i feel want to cry bcz of my useless><"'

y??y i cant control myself???

sometime i will feel furious to myself n want slap myself..!!!

teng....do u know wat u r doing????

there r not many time for u to waste u know???

u edi supid enuf.....u still waste ur  time doing useless thing???

i feel disappointed to myself...

really!!!!!!!!><"""

useless!!!!!!