hate to b a girl.......

damn tired 2day...
all the part of the body like no energy...>.<""
slp for whole day...
hate this type of feel..
hate to b a girl....
b a boy is better!!!!><""

yesterday go jusco...
buy jor few revision book...
hope i will finish it..
hope i will started study well..
TEO SU TENG...
gambateh...
i know u can..
show out u can fo rme k??

Disappointed

TEO SU TENG!!!!

i really feel disappointed to you...

why you always feel tired all the time??

before when volley ball training never have a tired feel..

although how terrible and excited training...

i also never say tired..

but now??

tired all the time...

because too long no go have sport already?

just now my sister ask me want go play badminton or not?

i have the strong tired fell..

feel lazy and don't want go out...

 when i start become like this??

lazy until i cant recognized myself...

i hate myself...

before...when somebody call me out for the sport..

i sure say..'ok..no problem...'

but now??

i will think about it 1st...

i really don't know why i will so lazy recently..

even though i'm exam...

before exam....i will burn oil night...

but now??

i just read few lines...then go sleep already..

even the physic subject...

i also study a while only...

haizzz....

Teo Su Teng...

when you won't lazy again??

 when you will start go study??

i always force myself go for study...

but at the end??

i sleep on the bed....

i really don't know how to control myself...

maybe i need sport much...

sport can let my lazy gone...

but my family don't like i always go sport...

haizzz.....

i want find back my energy....my study mode..

my 38 mode......and be back the person who like out-going...

i want be back who i 'm before...!!!! 

Last warning to u !!!

TEO SU TENG!!!!!

That is the last warning to u....

when u want start work hard??

still got how many days let u waste??

still left 116 days...

what u want to b in the future??

still want waste ur time here??

nowadays boys no one can depend...

just urself can depend urself...

just urself can believe urself....!!!

so pls la...

work hard k??

i know sometime it will b hard...

i know sometime it will b bored...

i know sometime it will feel helpless...

bt except urself...

in this world is nobody can help u d....

knowledge is the thing can change ur life bcum better...

knowledge is the only thing can change ur fate....

so....pls....work hard now.....

if u want a better life in the future...

u nid work hard now...

ur dream??

fly over the sea...?

pls work hard to make ur dream cum true...

dun let urself regret after this...

put all ur effort to make ur life better....

put all ur effort to make ur life happiness...

no one can let u happy n let ur life better...

except urself...

except urself can change ur life.....

so...pls....promise urself...

u will work hard k???

gambateh......

gambateh to myself............

Teo Su Teng...

dun let ur life full of regret....

dun let urself regret..............................

my driving test...\^O^/

haha....^^
me pass jor my driving test^^
very happy for my proud result.....
yesterday i m still nervous and worry i will fail today....

at 1st...i was still very confident i will pass my driving test...
when i drive until the JPJ exam place...
my drive teacher left me there by my own...
he go for dinner with his friend...
he said he was very confident to me n called me train by myself...
but when i had my own drive train...
i discovered i was very poor in 3 points turns...
i keep touching the white line when reverse...>.<
i had try many time...but all also same...T^T
i started nervous and scare....>.<///
i don't want fail....T^T
god bless me don't want fail....
there were many cars there...
line up there already waste my many time...
n i had no enough time to train....
i really scare...

after my drive teacher back....
he just sit at a side n see me drive...
he look like very confident to me..
i want tell him i cant control well in 3 points turns...
but i scare....
because he is quite serious...
i scare he will scold me..
therefore i keep silent there...

after a while....
he come to ask me...
m i ok?
i say i no ok....
i very poor in 3 points turn...
he started teach me...
he teach me until 8++pm...
actually ...i support learn until 7pm only...
he is quite nice.....teach until my confident back^^
very thanks^^
although u look like so serious....
bt i know u r good^^

i also want thanks my friends who gv me confident n support in facebook^^
haha....the Mr.Sheng Hua...
normal...his mouth is very bad....sure say something bad for me...
but yesterday.....he support me....haha...touch^^
however,the Mr Warren are keep laughing there...
and say celebrate i will fail=.="""
he still say if i fail.....he will drink red wain celebrate with me..
but if i pass.....he only drink sky juice celebrate with me>.<"""
lol......i really so poor like this mie??
sure fail de mie??
i m quite clever de k??
(haha......saya memang perasan^^)
anyway....there r still many ppl support me...thank to u all ar^^

say back today^^
i go exam together with Mrs.Serena n Mr.Kai Chong^^
we all pass together^^
at the 1st...we r very nervouswhen waiting....
because saw many ppl fail >.<"""
we gv promise.....if who pass the exam...nid belanjar other eat^^
but at the end we all pass together...
and go eat lunch together^^



the car i use for the part 1 exam is a Kancil..
in normal i train......
i use Viva....n tat is a new car....^^
but today exam.....
they gv me a old kancil=.=""
the handbrake of the car is quite weird....
when i climb the mountain ,i very scare to put my brake...
i scare i will reverse...
because i really cant confident to the car handbrake...
but at the end....i success ^^
very happy...
i go P3 do my parking....
when i go the mountain there take my exam paper...
the pengawai tell me i no zip well my jean pants...
Ooooo...#@.@#
feel shame to it...
haha...but nvm la....he dun know me....i dun know him...
we wont meet again^^


i do very well in the parking n 3 points turn....
very happy n proud to myself^^
yeah^^pass all....^^
when i park back my car to the place...
i go take my result paper...
a stupid+ super noob malay girl is driving a car  to collide the tiang beside the pengawai climb mountain=.=""
the pengawai call her stop...
she still stamp the accelerator pedal....
memang stupid =.=""
she fail immediately...
the pengawai who sit beside me say her memang bodoh...macam babi...
haha...malay say malay is babi^^
he say nvr see a ppl who noob until like this....
hahaha.....laugh die me^^

after part 1 test....
is the part 2 test...'on the road'
when i go in the car...
the pengawai call me no nid do the all prepare work..
straight away  start...=.="""
he is quite nice^^
he call me no nid stop n drive faster..
the road had laju is 30km/h....
bt i drive until 60km/h^^
he call me faster n cut over other car...
he help me cut other car^^
nice.....i love drive fast^^
he keep chatting with me n say joke with me...^^
nice pengawai^^
at the end...i pass all exam....happy^^
i saw many ppl fail=.=""
lol......i really dun understand y they will fail...
anyway^^i pass than enough^^

can drive car go out d^^
can go the place where i want to go^^
yeah\^0^/
happy^^

the end

THE END......

the end for my prefect life.......

the end for my duty jobs....

the end for  duty with my juniors n seniors.....

the end for my everything in the prefect board...

so fast ....1 year gone jor......

still remember last year AGM...many people cry because of the result....

many people unsatisfied about the result.....

many people gossip for the result...

i think i'm one of the title of their gossip topic also...

i saw many people cry at the time.....

especially... i saw XXX cried......

i try to convinced him .......

and called him do better let them obey him...

but now....think back...

haha....that quite funny....

he cry....^^

since of he time....

ours friendship improve also....haha....


Today is 2011/2012 AGM....

congratulation for you all...

wish u all can satisfied about the result....

make prefectaryboard improve....

maybe i will come back form 6....

but i don't want to be prefect again...

that is quite waste time job....

and u need scold people who are break the rules...

more terrible thing is.....be a prefect need follow all the school rules...

i prefect break rules more than follow rules...^.<

many people cried today......

haizzz.....but i cant cry....

maybe i'm cold blood ...haha...

the photo for us

the end memories^^

after retired....

that is the time for me to study hard....^^

july end exam...

august end...trial.......>.<""

november SPM...

the date is so near.....

haizz.....i promise jor take 8 A in my trial....

can i do that?

i m very sure i lose 1 A ......BM......

other???

God bless me...........

i wish......

I wish i never smiled
because this won't let me know what the feeling of sad...


I wish i never laughed
because this won't let me know what the feeling of hurt...


I wish that all of our memories
I could take them back 


I wish we never met 


I wish that i could forget 


Wish that all of the things we did
We can do all over again 


I wish i can make up my mind


I wish i wasn't like that baby




I wish that i could make a choice


And promise you that i would be more grimly


And make you my number one


But baby my heart's unsure


I wish that i could be the girl


The kind of girl that you need


The kind of girl you deserve


Sorry boy that's not me


I wish we weren't in love 


I wish the times that i left you


You would have just given up 


I wish you met another girl (i wish)


I wish i met another guy (i wish)


I wish it were me instead of you


Who were the one who had to cry (i wish)


I wish i can make up my mind


I know that it hurts you sometimes


I leave you but you take me back


I know you don't like it


Whenever i'm indecisive


But i just can't help myself 


I know it's hard loving


Someone who's constantly changing


Never being the same thing


I know, i know


 i wish, i was

2nd day learn car

Today is my 2nd days learn car...
the feel is good ^^
i love drive car....
but when i start learn parking...
i discover...drive is no easy...
i always let the engine 'die'  when started learn parking ><"
but at the end.....i also know how to parking jor^^

i tell myself..
start from today...
i need start learn English properly...
i don't want use any short form already...
train myself always write fell form...
and try to improve myself....

prefer there....
we want graduate jor^^
happy for the news..
i think is the time for me study hard already...
but i no yet find back the mood...
the study mood....
i m still always on line n surf Facebook...>.<"
haizzz.....i m always wasting my time on the useless thing....
how many time i told myself should be hard working??
but i m always giving myself empty promise....
i want try to deactive my Facebook...
but at the end?
i still open back...>.<""
i can't control myself...
i hate myself.....!!!
teo su teng!!!1
when you want serious??
when you want stop surf Facebook?
i hate u !!!!!!

奇怪的我^^

我不爱流行，


我不爱明星， 


我更不爱娱乐新闻和八卦杂志..... ^^


 不爱这些会奇怪么？ 


我不觉得咯....


 爱这些， 


崇拜这些


只会让我觉得很麻烦，


很浪费钱与时间.... 


他们也是人...


只是长得帅点和漂亮点罢了嘛==...


何必浪费钱去买她们的8卦新闻？


浪费钱去叫狗仔侵犯人家的私隐？


拿那个钱去买小说看，


不是更好？ 


我只喜欢听歌，


从不因为它是由谁唱的，


总之好听就行了^^


什么ANGRY BIRD 啊，


DOMO 啊，


还有什么什么的....


只是一种流行罢了麻....


过多一会，看看还有没有人会为它疯狂？


还有谁会用那么贵的价钱去买那么一个小小的公仔？


哈哈！


我很肯定答案一定是没有的.... 


所以我就是我^^


不爱流行，


奇怪的我^^

i m a lazy girl

lol.....T^T...
i m very lazy recently...>.<""
always slp n slp>.</////
later do ntg........
always tell myself is the time for study...
bt at the end??
facebook .......slp.............
hey.....TEO SU TENG!!!!!!
do u know ur SPM is around the corner???
wat result u want take in SPM???
all B???
lol...i tell myself....i dun want!!!!
i want full A....
just less some score....
y want take B???
i nid somebody force me...
i nid the study mood like when i was sitting the PMR exam...!!!
at the time.....i was very hardworking...
bt now???
bullshit la.....lazy....always slp n fb...>.<"""

TEO SU TENG....
wat u want study after this???
STPM???
y u want find a difficult way for in U?
y u dun want try hard 2 in matriculation??
do u willing ur SPM certificate full of B???
NO.....i tell myself...
i dun willing for it....

Mr Moay n some of the teachers r put very high expectation 2 me...
i tell myself...
i cant let them disappointed !!!!
pls la...
SU TENG dun always only know slp n fb  la...
work hard k????
try ur best...
dun let urself regret .......!!!!

yesterday ...emo day....

LOL....yesterday i hv saw 2ppl blog..
tat is my senior yap.sy blog...n a f6 guy jinwen's blog..
 unbelievable after saw jinwen blog....

i hv chatted with jinwen for 2 hours...=.="

song long...
he is sad...
bcz of his best friend...
hv any friendship can stay 4ever?

for me.....NO...
all will change when u getting older...
ur friend...
mayb at the beginning..
hey r really sincere want b good friend with u 4ever...
bt after day by day...
all will change...
they will find out more thing n fgt the promise ...
friendship 4ever??
mayb ...
bt the probability is only 0.1%
every thing will change for a day...
for eg ..me n her...
i treat her like my best friend sincerely
tell her all my secret...
bt at the end??
is she treat me like this??
NO...
she not....
in her heart,,,
she just treat me like a normal friend..

nvr treat me as her best friend anymore...
mayb our relationship hv change...
bt just only me nvr release...
after i release..
it is late....
i told myself...
.nvm....if u really nvr treat me as ur best friend..
i can do ntg...except bless u...
friendship no only one party problem...
is the both problem....
only one side pay out..
u will feel tired at the end....
therefore...
now....
i started try 2 protect myself...
dun pay out all...
bt tat no mean no pay out..
i will just pay out my thing for the person who really treat me like best friend..

who really can accept who i m...
many ppl say i m proud...
ya..mayb...
bt tat is bcz u all nvr know me well..

i love keep quiet sometime..
stay alone myself..
bt tat no mean i m proud...
pls dun say me proud at behind of me...=.=" 
suddenly feel tat human beings are fragile...

although how strong normal u r...
u oso will gt hurt in one day....

yesterday night... 

is my troop D farewell party...they set the party at miki's house...

her home is luxury..
see like she is very happiness....

bt it is real?

my answer will b yes...if  i dun know  wat is her real thinking..

she is alone after everyday school...
nobody company her...

nobody talk 2 her....

she is no freedom...

yes...she is rich...bt how??

she is unhappy....

rich nvr equal 2 happy.....
tat is only equal 2 u x nid worry abt the money problem...
lol..=.="
talk 2 much -ve jor....
tell myself b +ve...
be happy^^


say back the farewell party...
tat is quite a nice party...
miki's house hv her own k room...
fuyoo..
i really enjoy when singing k....^^
the C.C.G always choose the old song 2 sing=.=""
hey...u only how many year old ar??
sing this type of song...
really behtahan u lo...><
haha....bt i really enjoy sing k^^
bt the junior(i fgt name)^^
say my voice  like a child=.=""

hey...i x child k???
me oso really behtahan u lo...
bt anyway...
i enjoy the moment with u guy^^
we want graduate d..
hope u guys can do well in the next year^^
enjoy the time with u all^^

LOVE IS BLIND?

'LOVE IS BLIND'

i fgt jor this sentence said by which teacher jor...

Mr Moay?Mr Sing?or Mr Loke....

i fgt jor.....

bt tat is real right???

totally agree it....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXf-JTLkYlM&feature=share

like this video show....

a girl who graduate from a university...

who hv a good voice n future....

she willing gv up her everything,,,,

n 2gether with a poor guy....

just bcz of love....

tat is touch...

nowadays...

still gt how many ppl can like tat??

all r materialism....

who willing suffer with a poor partner?

i think tat is no one...

or mayb inside 100 ppl just hv 1 person can do it....

for me....

love is complicated...

u nvr know who is ur Mr Right or Ms Right...

u nvr know wat will happen in the next...

mayb now u r happy...

bt..

next 1 second u will gt hurt.....

u will nvr expect wat will happen in the next....

therefore...

pls appreciate wat u hv now....

appreciate is the chapter most difficult 2 learn in ours life....

human r greedy...

nvr satisfy wat they hv ...

always want better n better...

at the end...

they lose everything...

for me...

the person u can believe ,u can trust,only r parents..n urself...

parents always will be there when u r sad...

they always willing gv up their everything 2 protect u...

n

u is the only person wont betray urself...

therefore.....

believe urself...

love urself...

thrust urself....!!

hari terbuka+ 1 murid 1 sukan day

yesterday.....i m damn angry...furious....
hey....stupid person...
waste other ppl's 3 period time...
hey...we nid study k??
just gather us n repeat say sumthing...
u know u r wasting time??
 for me...u r stupid..
y nid pengawas duty?
i want run!!!1
i prefer run...
i enjoy running more than duty u know?
i hv confident can take place in this running competition...
u waste my last year...
i hate u....
the thing let me more furious is....
i waste my 1 mr moay period...
i know both of u lazy for teaching...
bt tat not equal 2 we lazy for sudy k???>.<""

nvr use ur brain...
always think us r free worker...
for me...my academic is more important..
important for 2 b a prefect...
i dun like 2 b prefect.....
waste my time...
always duty!!

2day.....
wake up at 6.00am++
lazy wake up  early go 2 school...
actually i nid arrive at school at 7am...
bt i late...
i late abt 5 min..
lazy for dudy...
actually i m planing ponteng 2day...
bt "she"say who ponteng will nid do kerja amal for 2 hours...><
stupid person...
force us 2 duty...
so envy they can run...
i want run oso la><"
bt nvm la...let bygones b bygones...
actually majority of us oso x duty de...
just stand there n chat with friends...^^
haha....
anticipate the McDonald's run^^
17th july....
many friends go...^^
all is my effort...
haha...nice^^
dun know i can run bor...
long time x run d....

hehe...
i report card result...
still ok lo...
bt my mum only know say my result very bad=.=""
always say my result bad...
nvm...i will fight a good result for u...
let u x chance 2 say my result poor agn....
i promise^^
my target now....
8A in my trial exam^^
can i do tat??
yes....i believe i can...

bt....
someone tell me..
inside the believe still gt a 'lie'...
hahahaha......