time to work hard....

finally...finish trial exam....

result all hv out....

my result....haizzz....

8A?cant achieve ><"""

really stupid...!!!!

 bt can see some of the subject hv improvement.....

 left 43+ days.....

 tell myself should work extremely hard now.... .

time nvr wait ppl.....

 the time hv passed then passed...

 time nvr stop bcz of u...

 i feel scare now....

 the time is getting near n near....
.
 i started feel scare...

 i no confident at all.....

 hiazzzz....


fall in terrible sick for this few days...

 fever....cough.....no sound><""

 this few days is only slp n slp n slp...

 waste my many time....

 bt....few touch for the friends who caring me^^

 feel sry to liwen.....me let her fever oso d...

 Sry ar...my dear......me oso dun want de...><""

 n...thx for y.yin....take honey for me everyday^^

 thx.....

 this few days i voice hv totally change...

 just can speak for so soft><""

 lol....want scold ppl oso cant!!!

 this no me la....me is very rude de><""

 now bcum so soft><.

.i dun want!!!



hope i can recover faster...n liwen oso....

gambateh for ours coming SPM.....

all my beloved dear....gambateh.....

work hard.....dun let urself hv chance to make urself regret after this

gambateh.....!!!!

a very big aeroplane

lalalalala...~~~~~~~~

yesterday go tgv kepong with my friends...

we plan celebrate with y.khoon...

at 1st.....i feel lazy to go out....

but bcz of his bifday...then ok lo...

i gv face.....bcz when my bifday...they oso gt hangout with me....

we plan watch Jonny English Reborn....

i drive...n fetch them all....(for sure my sis is company at my side)

haha...my mum still cant let me drive alone....

she scare i will hv accident=.=""

lol......i no noob like tat lo....=="""

we arrive there abt 2.30pm...

we buy the ticket for 3.20pm....

n the stupid y.khoon put us a very big aeroplane!!!!!

he no come finally!!!

we hv buy his ticket....

n...the main reason we will hang out is want celebrate birthday with him!!!!

he put us aeroplane...

anyway...the RM 12 i sure will collect from u!!!!

n......the liwen is very unhappy bcz of he put aeroplane....

lol....b4 u say jor can come...bt at the end put aeroplane??

dun want choi u d >3<"""

bt.....hahahaha....the movie is really nice....

very funny.....

i laugh for so long.....bt liwen nvr laugh at all in the whole movie==""

aiya....dun think the stupid y.khoon la...

hate the guy who love to put aeroplane!!!

bt the movie really funny...

it make all my stress suddenly gone...

a good relax method.......^^

love it...


this is the 2nd time i go tgv by this week..

the 1st time is wednesday ^^

actually...the day we oso plan want help him celebrate...

bt due to the reason all very tired bcz of just finish chemistry paper...

than delay it to satusday==""

lol....every time ask them gt study or not...?

all tell me.."me ar???no o......i slp very early"

bt at the end??when want go out....

"aiya...sry...i m very tired......bcz of yesterday study until so late"==""""

no study bt slp too late???wat reason??

haha....bt at the end....my sis bring me go watch movie oso^^

nasi lemak 2.0...

namewee is the editor...

i dun like the storyline.....meaningless==""

bt...i admire him....he dare to show out all the unfair care happen in malaysia...

good!!!he say out many "sensitive" issue happen in malaysia...

tat is the only reason i think the movie is quite ok only=="

after watch nasi lemak......my sis bring me go eat nasi lemak^^

haha...very nice...the nasi lemak is abt RM20 per plate...

nice.....n my sis tell me...

"hey...relax urself....dun too stress.....do ur best than enough"

how touch when i heard this...T^T..

enen...thx my sis...muack.....hahaha....



okok...yesterday will b the last day i hang out with friend...

start from 2day i will close myself in home...

who oso dun want date me out...

i dun want out d...

fight with my spm....

gambateh^^

脸上笑着，心里的自己却痛哭着.......笑着不代表开心着.......

i feel tired......

i feel helpless......

i feel want to cry.......T^T...

how bad m i??

i still gt many many things dun know yet...

when i take out my addmath book n try to do...

almost majority dun know do....

i really feel helpless.....

where i should go to ask??

my result....

just a word.....bad...

when i bcum so worse??

when i bcum so stupid??




ya...mayb in other ppl eyes...

i m quite good...

bt sry.....i feel tat i m bad....worse......

like a shit...!!!

i force myself to study...

bt.....

dun know y i can open the book n look with it for abt few hours bt learn ntg....

ntg go in my brain.....

i really feel helpless...

i really try hard for study!!!!

hey guys n girls...

u all know SPM is coming??

y u all still can ply everyday???

always make noise in class.....!!!

u know tat is annoying???

i want study!!!

really want study....!!!

can gv some cooperation??

just 2 month more....

only 2 month more....





i hate myself...!!!

y i lose him agn???

ya....can see how much afford he put in his study...

my friend ask me....

hey...ur result edi quite ok d...

y still look like so sad??

human r greedy isn't it?

i dun feel i m excellent enough...

i still lose him a far part....

i m still the loses....

hard to find someone understanding me......

when i really feel mad to my study...

i really wish someone can comfort...

someone can be my listener...

someone can lent me her/his shoulder....

i hv feel tired....

i hv feel tired.......!!!!!!!

a good ending?

2day is the birthday for one of the guy in ours gang...

liwen's daddy + honey^^

haha....i help them 2gather...

help them say out their feeling to each other.....

bt...i m thinking....

did i correct????

ya...they hv feeling to each other since long time ago....

Wen oso feel sad tat the stupid guy Y.Goon dun know do any action to her...

they hv a ambiguous relationship...

n.....Wen really feel emo at the day...

she cum sms me ......n say she feel so sad...

n she cry....><""

lol.....tat is the day b4 having fz exam paper><""

i almost use my one day to comfort her...

bt she still sad...

she say want gv up.....

ya...at the day.....i convince her gv up oso...

bcz Spm is near...is coming...

i tell her just left it 1st...

she agree...

she say she will change her fb pw dun want let him cum see her profile agn...

she say she wont sms him agn...

bt at the end=.="

she change back her fb pw...let him in...

she sms him=.="

lol.....waste my money n saliva....

oklo....if u cant gv up...then i help u 2gether with him lo...

haha.....i help her ask yee goon feeling

n at the end......hahahha.......




2day yee goon's birthday....

wen send a girt go him...

both of them so sweet^^

bt...i can feel...someone sad there...

he sad....ya......sry..><""

we hv fgt u ...

i think u oso like liwen right???

bt...really sry...

liwen no feel to u..

haizzz.....just left it....dun sad la guy...cheer.....^^

just saw finish Wen's blog....

so sweet....^^

for me...i sure no dare write this type of thing.....

too sweet d...haha...no like wat i will do....

liwen"s sweet blog....

haha...really behtahan both of u...

2day hv make many joke for both of u^^

anyway......wish both of u really can b longer....

sincere wishes....<3

rmb.....after step out the 1st step.....i hv no chance to regret....

n...both of u really want think properly both of u really suitable for each other.....

terrible result><"""

feel sad....
my addmath paper 1 only take 46/80....
wat a terrible result i gt....><""
want cry when i have the paper...
majority of the question cant take full marks....
n the fz paper 1 oso><""
just take 40/50....
many questions r careless.....
many question i know the answer....bt dun know y choose wrong><""
especially the question i teach liwen...T^T...
i teach her b4 exam....she correct...bt me careless choose wrong...
how terrible m i....??
stupid teng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the lesson i hv learnt is.....
i cant didn't slp for whole night...
i really blur blur when having exam....><""
suteng!!!!!!
u r so terrible.....!!!!!stupid!!!!!!useless!!!!!!!><"""
anyway.......take the lesson n gambateh....

another war is waiting for me....spm...i m coming!!!

yeah....!!!\^^/
after  3 weeks......trial is finish finally....
this few days me study like want crazy d><""
like live in the hell><
the most terrible thing is....i no slp for whole night b4 the physics exam...
i scare the paper will too hard...
n i try my best to do all revision agn...
bt....shit....
when i open the physics paper><""
tat is quite easy......
if i know early....
i wont study for so night...
b4 physics paper i just open the book for look..
no go study well ,edi hv an A-...=.="
bt the day i use my whole night to read it...(bcz the A grade hv bcum higher)
the paper just come out the simple question...
shit....
all question only abt compare this compare tat..
wat is the relationship btw this n tat...
no like wat question i imagine><""
mayb follow mr moay too long...always do the hard question...
cant predict it will out the question like this><"
bt of whole night no slp...
it let me feel so tired n cant concentrate..
me still gt a 5 marks calculation question no yet answer finish...
the teacher edi want collect my paper....
want cry die me d....my 5 marks......gone....T^T..
1st time no enough time to do the question....
shit...
god bless me...
minimum i want an A- for it><""

n 2day chemistry paper...^^
paper 1...welldone^^!!!!
for me....tat is quite easy^^
yesterday no read much...n go slp for so early...
almost all the f5 chapter no yet touch...
in the morning i think i will die for 2day..
bt look at the paper...
hahahahahaha...nice....^^
bt dun too proud 1st....
later no A i will paiseh de...*^.^*
n 2day chemistry paper essay question....
abt the hydrophilic part anions....
one of the sentences i wrote "they love water bt no oil"
the madam WBB mark at the class n say so loud out my answer><""
she say no a such thing for this...
lol.....me learn from biology de la...
in biology reference book really write like this de><"""
so pity la me...let me paiseh in class...
bt nvm...hahaha....bcz liwen wrote something same as me....^^
gt somebody company me oso...
hahahahaha...



ok....suteng.....b serious now...
u just left abt 50+ days....
the real fight is really coming the corner...
start from 2day...i plan write karangan everyday...
my bm is too poor d....><""
the most terrible subject...
suteng....u still gt many thing no yet read finish...dun want help my phone top up oso d...
if not...i will go on fb everyday de..
stop phone..stop on 9...stop thinking nonsense....
just concentrate in ur coming SPM...
gambateh^^

一直没有人懂我。我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有

其时，我很累了

其实，一直没有人懂我。我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有…

我不知道自己到底想怎么样

有时候

我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的；

可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，

可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

我不习惯把事和别人说，因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我。

其实，我很珍惜身边的人，只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘，把那些记忆通过通遗忘

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来…

可是，我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞…

 

黑夜来袭，周围的空气很冷…

一个人坐在草地对着天空发呆…

也不知道自己脑子里在想什么…

怀念过去，仅此而已…

 

其实，我也很渴望有一个人能懂我；能走进我的心…

其实，我很累了，真的想放下所有…

可是现实的压力只能让我背着这些慢慢走…

 

什么时候，我们喜欢上了安静，却又很怕寂寞；

什么时候，我们爱上了自信，却又很怕失望；

于是，我们喜欢上了这样：

拿起手机

看看是否错过了谁的电话，

是否还有未来得及看的短信，

可是熟悉的墙纸告诉我们：没有！

 

 

于是…

登录FB…

然后

看看谁在线

看到了想见的人，欣喜，却又不敢说话…

于是

登入自己的主页

看看有多少人还在意着我，来留言我的状态，我有多少FB通知…

接着

下拉，再下拉…

更重要的是自己关心的那个人的动态…

却只是看看，并不打扰…

何时发现，我不再爱写博客，即使有最新的博客，前面也会带个[转]…

不是我变的懒了，而是我疲惫了…

情愿用别人的语言，来抒发自己的情感…

挂了FB，却不上线

挂了FB，却不聊天

只是反复着‘available’和‘offline’…

上线，是为了打发寂寞；

隐身，是为了躲避失望；

就这样

上了FB，隐了身，看着别人的一点一滴变化…

 

何时

我们不喜欢追逐打闹，却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳

何时

我们让自己变得沉默 ，

却很想多了解身边所谓的朋友

我们喜欢在很静很静的深夜，关了灯让寂静把我包裹，却又害怕黑夜…

 

 

我们也会偶尔的和朋友聚聚，

或开心

或失望

偶尔，也会寂寞的拿起手机翻开通讯录，一遍一遍的… 却不知道该打给谁。

有时，接到了许久未见的朋友的来电，会欣喜，会激动，但很快便发现没有以前的共同语言，多的是尴尬和沉默，然后便是“你忙吧，不打扰你了…”的客套话…

 

也许

忘了从什么时候，一些曾经联系的人即使亮着头像也不跟你说话；

忘了从什么时候，我们开始不去话聊只通过状态更新了解对方；

忘了从什么时候，我们开始不断转载文章，只因为这些文章像在讲述我们的经历；

忘了从什么时候，去别人空间逛也是一种关心；

忘了从什么时候，拿起手机不自觉地就会上FB

忘了从什么时候，即使看到想念的人上线，却不愿说话；

忘了从什么时候，半夜睡不着依然摆弄手机去填补那份空虚…

什么时候才会真的觉得年华老去？

花期又会有多长，简单的快乐又在哪里？

我们是怎么了。

 

 

再好的东西都有失去的一天，

再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天；

再爱的人也有远走的一天；

该放弃的决不挽留，

该珍惜的决不放手！

如果他不会珍惜你所付出的爱，就算了吧！



当作你爱错了人


及时放手，对你的伤害也会减少多一点


你应该学会爱自己，不该为了不爱你的人伤心

sick...T^T

feel no well for this few days....

headache...T^T....

headache since wednesday...

i dun know wat is the reason for headache...

mayb no enough sleep...

i feel my body is hot n feel like want fever..

the day night...mum gv me panadol to eat...

i reject to eat.....i think just a small case..

n i ignored it...

i dun like take medicine...

bcz thursday no exam......just celebrate for the 1 malaysia day...

so  i decided slp early for the day ...


thursday morning..i feel ntg....

i oso can 38 with the shapo n make some joke in classroom...

bt after the recess time...

my headache is start agn...><



lol...i dun like sick...

i will very easy to cry when i m sick...

i slp at classroom for 2 periods....

the bm teacher is finish marking the bm paper 2...

T^T...wat a terrible result i get??

he say me use wrong many words...

bt tat all is tutor teach us to use de...

she say cant get mark for put in this kind of world...

i use it since last year....

but now bm teacher only say we cant use this kind of word...

bullshit u....y last year u nvr say??...

last exam u only tell us cant use...

u hv mark properly for last exam paper?

i can sure u not!!!

bullshit u....!!!!

n the spm take A grade is become higher...

b4 65 marks edi is A-...

bt now nid 75 marks only consider is A-...

bullshit oso...no tell us b4....last exam only tell us...

i sure....i will take a terrible result d...T^T...

so kolian...

bt......the standard for pass is bcum lower.....from 35 drop become 30...

tat is a good new for the student who r weak....

bt i aim A....no aim pass la...T^T....

thursday....i feel headache agn....feel want cry in classroom...

dun know y i so easy cry when i m sick...

haha...still rmb last year i sick..

i cry in classroom by no reason...

ht is scare.....she try to comfort me....

bt useless.....she keep asking me reason....

i dun know how to answer her oso..just use my tears to answer her...

haha....she feel helpless at the time...

she just tak tissue for me n sit beside me see me cry...



i dun know y oso will headache for this few days...

at the end...2day cant affort the feel agn...

this few days i try to study....

bt bcz of headache....i cant concentrate wat i m trying revision...

bullshit....2day oso like this...i use a very long time to revision one chapter ...

wat i read all cant in my brain...

then i take a piece a panadol n go slp agn...

try to reduce the pain...

bt.....when i m in tuition 2day..

i feel i m blur blur...

shit....my brain is almost lag n blank...

T^T...

fast recover la......

i wish...

i want study de la.....

still gt two subject is going...

always like this i cant concentrate in my study...

i dun like sick!!!!!!

i want study...T^T

my bio paper

so fast.....edi finish 6s subject trail examination...

bio edi finish 2 paper 2day...just left paper 3 on tmr...

after bio is chemistry and physics...

2day bio paper 1 is super easy for me...

i done it by very fast...

bt....the paper 2...T^T...

the structure part and the essay part....

i almost die...

i just simply do...

i just use watever knowledge tat i gt....

hopefully i will get an A...

yesterday...as usual...

i gt many tips again...

in all my classmate...

i m the 1st receive tips from friends....><""

all the tips abt 2day bio paper 2...

after i get it...

i gv tat for all my tuition friends n my classmate...

tat all tips is very accurate...

bt i no read....

the junyi sms me..ask me how i read...

i tell him i try to read all...

bt he tell me ,he just read tips...

i started feel i hv done wrong...

i shouldn't gv tips for them...

this will make them just depend on the tips...

and no study properly....

haizz......watever u all la...

if u think this is correct way for u to study...

just go ahead...

i dun know how to say u all><""




and....yesterday...add math paper...

all the paper 2 question same like liwen gv us see de exam paper...

all same><"""

luckily...i just hv a look for the paper...

n no ask other how to do the question inside...

bt i hv try it b4 exam by no answer checking=.=""

actually is same like exam...

bcz i dun know the answer we did is correct or not de...


n...haha...most lucky is i no ask him how to do the question inside the paper...

if not....my Spm will fail....^^

n...feel very thx for him willing to teach me addmath..

thx ya....


the addmath paper 1 is quite hard...T^T..

i no really know noe to do...

haiz....this time exam ...

i really no confident to myself wherever i can take 8 A or not..T^T..

haizz...try la...

for the bio paper...

yesterday i study until 4am.....

i m very tired......

i fall in slp...><""

i hv set my alarm ring after half an hour....

bt.............i cant wake up...><""

i slp until 6am....

omg.....i no yet finish read all...T^T...

can die jor...

when having the paper...

my brain is almost blank...

i feel very sleepy...><""

bcz of i no read the tips...

so many thing i cant do very well..

i just simply put the concept tat i know inside it...

bt....one terrible thing...T^T...

i forget spelling agn...

55.......my terrible mistakes always did by me...

many word i dun know how to spell...

this is bio ar.....cant spelling wrong...

haizz.....me sure die jor...

dun know my paper how d.....

i feel super sleepy when having paper 2 exam....

almost want fall in slp....><""

haizz.....cant blame other...

who call me always study at the eleventh hour??

cant blame other....want blame..just can blame myself...

but anyway.....gambateh to me...

gambateh to suteng...

jiayou^^

now still left 2 subjects...

just left chemistry and physics...

i always very confident in my physics^^

hopefully this time will up one more grade to A or A+...

suteng....gambateh ar^^

i dun like

mum....

actually  u know i want what or not de???

 u want me b a piano teacher??

very sorry to tell u...

i dum want!!!!!

i dun like!!!!

i just love to ply piano.....bt no mean i want b a piano teacher...

now i cant study mie??

although i no so clever like sis...

but....compare with many...

i still consider quite ok de k??

u always want take me compare with ah hui?

ya....compare with her...

mayb i no clever like her...

y??

u know how working when she studying??

i know i no hard working like her...><""

bt..i m quite ok d..k?

ya...in ur mind ..she is very good...

almost is excellent in ur heart...

i nvr did something let u feel proud....

bt...i tell u...

i no yet graduate...

u nvr know what will happen at the end...

i swear...

i will show it...

i will show i can to u!!

i very dun like what u did for me...

always keep asking me when want start the piano class agn??

sry....i really dun like!!!!

i really dun want...!!!

n....how many time i told u...?

spm in more important than piano examination for me now....


bt u force me take back the grade 8 examination...

ok...fine....i promise u i will start it after my spm...

but...y u still keep asking me same question??

i dun like!!!!!!!!!

i dun want argue with u d...!!!!

want compare???

ok...let u compare la!!!!!

take me compare with ur son la...!!!

see who is the better!!!

see who treat u nice la...

u want me learn him ar???

compare with him...

i better than him many n many......

so....pls dun compare...

n...i will show it....

le u cant compare anymore...

mayb in ur mind i m quite stupid...

ya...watever.....just go ahead wat u think...

dun want talk more...!!!

i will show i can for u......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my 1st time

my 1st time no go tuition because go out with other><""

2day early in the morning...

my uncle wake me up...

bring me go home....

tat is quite early...

yesterday nite did addmath until abt 2am...

i m quite tired><""


my uncle wake me up...n i go back ask my mum wherether i can out with my prefect friends bor><""

yesterday quarrel with her...

bt now ntg jor^^

after she gv the permission ...

i go out with my uncle...

he go help my grandfather change 灵位...

change stay with my grandmum....

after i saw my grandmum...

i started feel so miss her...

she is a very nice person...

haizz......

树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待。。。。

yesterday i heard he sob voice...

i know he is crying...

but what i can do??

i ntg can do><""

i dun know how to convince him...

haizz......let time wash this sad memories la...><"""

i cant go anything....

n....i feel really miss u.....really very miss u....T^T.......





after i come back...

i faster take bath n wait stupid cum fetch me^^

my mum keep asking who fetch me=.=""

haizz...always like this de...

i gv their hp number to my mum...

n...finally warren come fetch me=.=""

she keep asking isn't the stupid is my bf??

aiyo...mum....ur imagination too creative jor la><""

he no my bf la.....

after tat he go fetch hong liang....

haha...they r arguing....

so funny.....

then after take goon lam...

go meet jojo...

after tat go buy kek^^

n we go sunway giza.....

the stupid is so funny...

he go wrong lane...

he want gv cash.....bt into the touch n go's lane...

hahahaha....funny...

he need walk down n go borrow the touch n go card from the next car^^

hahahaha.....he feel very embarrassed.....

finally...we go wongkok in miza....

n.....there girt jiaying a super big birthday milk tea....

i responsible to gv all ppl...><""

n....haha....paiseh....

i let the table bcum so wet^^

n nid disturb the worker cum n mop the table...

really paiseh n sry.....

i dun know what i can order in wongkok><""

last time go wongkok eat ...i think there food is no nice...

so this time i just call bread n eat><""

aiya...oso no nice this time><""

n i feel so full><""""""

i m keep fit

bt now still eat so many...><""

very fat jor lo ....

i feel sleepy actually...want slp jor.......

n.....i think i m quite quiet there....

mayb i long time no go out ply with other d...

dun know how to communicate with other jor....

n.....haizz....dun know wat feel there...

jiaying's hp game is nice^^

love it...

the game challenge ur brain...

nice....i hv pass lvl 16...^^

the lvl 16 is quite difficult...

use long time to think it...><""

n they take away her hp...T^T

dun want let me ply jor....T^T..

i want ply la.......55...T^T.....


after wongkok....we go eat snowflake><""

eat agn...

i m very full....

i bcum a feipo jor lo><""

but infront the snowflake....i cant control myself d...^^

nice......



i no go tuition 2day...my 1st time><""

haha...my mum say ntg....just a minor scold...

haha..she so nice 2day^^

n.....jojo fetch me back...

her father car....Honda Accord...

wao...so expensive car...

she so dare to drive out...

me???my mum dun dare let me drive...T^T.....

hey i hv lessen de la... ><""

i know how to drive de k??><""

n....conclusion^^

haha....i poteng for tuition 1st time bcz hang out with friend...

hahaha......

n....meet many stupid 2day^^

warren yong.....go into touch n go lane^^

Xiaoni JoJo - hand too short, cant touch the parking ticket then went door from car forgot to look door,din close the door properly, dun noe how to reverse....

Jiayingwithblackhairblackskin Andalsoblackcolourspectacles - when help jojo take parking ticket press touch n go button...=.=
SereNe Ling: play every single button inside jojo car....

Goon Lam: after reach Jinjang oli tell warren he wan to go jusco...=.=

 me: noob until our tea gone.....^^

Sin Ying: PK infront of snowflake....so kolian....

haha....all ppl r stupid 2day...^^

nice....^^

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Angry!!!!!!

i m how many years old jor ar????!!!

i m 17 th d.....!!!

can drive d...

can b a mum d....(if i dun know think)

can marry d!!!!

mature d!!!

y u still want control me until like tat???

say me lc??

ya...i m lc.....then how??

u always take the old thing n say!!!

ya...i know ..at the time is my fault!!!

tat is bcz i still young!!!

dun know how to think...

i edi admit my fault!!!!


how many time u want take the case n say ar???

i quite good recently.....

tat still cant prove i m mature d???

hv i  replied the same mistakes??

no!!!

i not!!!!!!!!!!

bt wat in ur mind???

i will repied??

no!!!!!!

i edi wont replied it!!!!!

want control me???

fine!!!!

come.......later u dun scare ar!!!!!

i will show it to u!!!!!!!!!

感動：24歲患絕症 拍婚紗照和丈夫家人告別

感動：24歲患絕症 拍婚紗照和丈夫家人告別

so pity for this girl...T^T

gt cancer when she only 24th...

a young life....

a beautiful girl....

the end phase for cancer><""

bt she hv a very good husband


n feel jealous he hv a very good husband....


feel touch for it....


life is short...


we should appreciate for ours life....


we cant expect wat will happen at the next time><""


so ...i should thx for wat we hv...


we should thx tat we r healthy......


we should thx tat we r complete....


we should thx tat we still can run n ply...

appreciate for wat we hv....


i dun know this earth really gt reincarnation or not


bt if hv




i wish u hv a better life in ur next life...


wish u can find a husband as good as him...


god bless u...pity girl...T^T

figth with sj...

sejarah!!!

i love u^^

i want change my fate...

since after pmr....i edi long time no take A for sj d...(except small monthly test)

2day i want fight with u^^

i sure will win de...

2day i will try to fight....no slp for whole night...

i love u^^

so pls treat me nicely ar^^

i confident to myself...

nothing is impossible...

the problem just u want do it or not....

everybody hv the power to change the impossible to become possible...

include u....su teng...

gambateh^^

jiayou....

if u really want fight..u sure win him de right???

yayayayayaya^^

junyi.....ur sj this time sure lose me de...

i swear^^

hahahahahaahahhahaha

who call u always cum lansi me ur sj....

although u almost lose me all the subjects==""

haha...bt tat time i let u win....


let u lanci...

but this time??

haha..

i want lc u back^^


i will let u no face this time....

blek....i m a devil^^

always is a bad devil...

come come come^^

fight ....fight.... fight^^

lalalalalalalalalala.....

hahahaha....

muack sejarah^^

i m coming......dun miss me so much ar^^

annoying!!!!!

i started feel tired....

i started dun like the feel><"""

u know this is annoying me????

annoying !!!

annoying!!!!

annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!><"""!!!!!!

i hate it....

i feel tired to it><"""

y all the guys around me all like this de????

annoying><"""""!!!!!!

Trail Bm paper...

2day my trial exam for spm for started....

after the bc paper...

this is my second paper......

i dun know y.....i always feel sleepy when hving the BM paper...since i was f1><"

i really so hate BM><"""

y malaysia must use BM ar???

i dun feel tat is a useful subject...

i dun like it><"""

i hv study for the komsas n novel yesterday....

i hv receive tips...

all the tips r very accurate....><"""

n finally i read the tips for komsas n novel.....

n hv a look for the esei which will cum out...

bt i swear......i m honest...

i no memories the esei.....i'm not like 'her'....><"""

always only want win....always depend on the tips....

i see how u do when u having the SPM examination><""

the 1st paper for 2day BM paper 2....

i m surprise ^^...

i know how to do^^

i feel very happy to tat...

the 1st time exam i know the all bina ayat words.....

the 1st time i feel the tatabahasa is easy^^

i always donate my marks at the tatabahasa part...

i basic for bm like bullshit><"""

i nvr take an A in my BM examination....

my UPSR.....die in BM n BI...

my PMR ......oso die in BM n BI....

i sincere wish......my SPM will change my curse....

i really wish i can change it><"""

i m happy tat i hv finish my BM paper 2...

bt when having the paper 1exam....

i feel want die jor><""""

i really no mood at all....

ya...the tips tutor gave all is correct...

bt i no go memories...

bcz i told myself i want b honest for myself....

there r 2h n 15 min for this paper...

n it hv 2 bahagian oso...

the 1 part....only 30 marks...

kebaikan menabung...i read the esei b4...

bt when i m sitting n took up my pen...

my brain is stark...T^T...

i hv no idea ......

i dun know how to write...

i strongly feel want to gv up for this paper...

bcz BM take A for me is really a very impossible thing><"""

i waste my 1h time to write the bullshit esei><"""

now...left 1h 15 m....

i know i die jor.......wat stupid esai hv written by me????

when seeing the part 2 question....

i m started thinking.....i really want gv out??

i took out my calculator n calculate....

if i gv up....

my max marks will be only 40++

i ask myself.....i really want take this bullshit marks???

no...my answer is no...

at the time...my fighting mood come out agn...

i started write my esei properly....

i use abt 45 min to finish my part 2 (100 m) esei

n cum back to part 1 (30 m) esei ...

i decided redo...

i really very concentrate to write it...

i m very rust...

bcz i hv waste many time in the 1st 1 h><"""

bt at the end.....i finish^^

although tat no a good esei oso.....

bt i know i hv try my best...

i no gv up in the end...

watever......i edi know my BM no A jor de><"""

bt nvm......i will take k my next paper^^

jiayou....suteng.....

gambateh^^

Gambateh

my 1 week holidays gone...

tmr start my trial d....

i hv receive many tips now...

bt i hv promised to myself dun want depemd to tips b4><"""

bt at the end....the tutor gv us tips in tuition...><"""

i m start thinking...

should i take the tips??

i started feel scare now...

mayb i set a high target to myself...

i started scare i cant achieve the target i set for myself...

i started feel nervous......

wat should i do now??

i really want see the all tips???

bt at the end...

tat will no my real result anymore..

bt if i no use the tips...

tat is unfair to me oso...

all the ppl just read n read the tips><"""

haizz......


gambatehla...

tmr start to fight....

teng...gambateh ar....

wish u hv a flying colour result....

jia you

瘾

上瘾？

英文为Addicted...

上瘾意为着迷于某样东西,且无法自拔，无法自控

多恐怖的一个词

从小,我们就听大人们说瘾君子是坏人

滥用毒品

 别靠近他们




所以从小,

 我们心里就建了一座自卫的城门

不让瘾君子走进我们

 不让自己变成他们

 小心他们

 尤其是在他们刚吸完毒时.....




但是,

 现在

 我也发现我无形中已开始慢慢变成了瘾君子,

 开始对某样东西着迷上隐，无法自拔

 我不是吸毒

 但宛如吸毒一样

 每天脑海里就只有面子书

 它真的有那么好玩吗？

 它有什么魔力把我迷得团团转？





在我脑海里的答案是

 不，

 它并不是很好玩

 我每天只不过在那和朋友说些无意义的事，不是吗？

 但。。。

 为何我就是会上瘾呢？

 而且还是无法自拔的那一种。。

 我是不是比隐君子还要糟糕呢？





 别人都定下心开始为开学后的预考努力的啃书





但笨蛋的我还在沉迷着无用的东西














淑婷,


学习必须具备


专心,精神,耐心与纪律


你需要纪律


纪律是里面最重要的东西


如果你自己都控制不住你自己


还有谁可以帮你?


未来在自己的手中


你的未来要自己来争取






你的妈妈没留什么给你


但她愿意栽培你


她愿意投资在你的智慧上


如果你自己不珍惜


我很确定的告诉你


你一定会后悔





 如果你不喜欢别人拿你与他人比较时,


你是处于下风的那一个


请加油'


让她刮目相看


除了你自己


没人帮助你成功



加油吧！


别在做没用的瘾君子


你行的,不是吗？


你不是创过一次奇迹在你的Pmr了吗？


不在乎创造多一次奇迹









你相信你能，你就能


没人可以否定你


除了你自己


如果你自己都不愿相信你自己


还有谁还会相信你？


自信！纪律！


你有的，不是吗？


加油！


证明你可以，


给看不起你的人！


加油！！！

the most terrible mother tat i even met

haha....feel so funny when i heard tat...

the day i go book's fare....

my phone no credit so i cant fb...

one afternoon no on9 only==""

u cum ask my sis where i m going....

haha.....really so weird mie?

i one day no on9 only ma><"""

n......i m very curious abt......

y u so k me ar???

haha......i nvr know u gt cum my wall to see my thing de.....==""

i ask u y u so k me...

haha...u avoid my question n faster call other cum help u...

haha...really funny to let u feel embarrassed.......^^

haha....gv u advise....dun fall in love to me....

i m a bad girl...^^





  
for another story....

yesterday story...

i 1st time see ppl blooding until so terrify><"""

the blood is cum out in his head....

he use his clothes to close it><"""

so terrifying....the blood is cum out n all around his body><""

he like so painful.....

he cum to find my mum send him go hospital...

tat edi abt 11pm++ ..so night d><""

he fall down in jinjang big field...

bt he walk to my home n ask my mum send him go hospital><"""

hey ..where ur mum???

my mum was asking...

the answer is "dun know"

wat????dun know???

u only abt 8 years old.....

ur mum can let u all just ply with urself outside><"""

ur mum nvr take the responsibility to u all><"""

so terrible mum...

how cum in this world still gt mother like this ar??

always go out "fa qiao" n find boy to make love><"""

u think u is prostitute?

so sry....i think u is cheap than prostitute...

i think one time most cheap call prostitute is need abtRM100++more rite??

bt u???just Rm 5 edi can make love with u...

most terrible thing is...

u call ur daughter do something same as u...

ur two daughter oso follow><"""

hey....pls la......b wise k???

pls think abt urself la...

harga diri??maruah diri???

y u all dun know de mie???

u n ur daughter can bring guys in the public toilet in jinjang big field n make love with guys n just cover with a cloth><"""

u really so need mie??

really fa qiao like this mie??

bt pls dun called ur daughter learn from u k??

u want b cheap....then just watever u...

y misteaching ur daughter oso??

i know u all no receive education....

bt...u still know wat is "li yi lian chi " rite??

ok.....u dun know...then fine...

bt pls....u as a mum....can b more responsible??

i feel shame for ur sons bcz hv u this type of mother....

one word for u...

 cheap...

cheaper person in this world><"""

n.....yesterday when ur son falled down ....

y the 1st person he think no u ar??

y will b my mum??

i think u should think y the reason he cum my home when he really need help...

haizz....really dun know how to say u...

always only know go out find boy n hv fun outside...

u dun scare hv AIDS?

n......u can trow ur all daughter n sons alone in home><""

so terrible mother....

how cum my mum will know a person as terrible as u??

yesterday ur son use my phone call u...

hello...aunty.....how many times i hv called u??

u dun know how to picked up ur phone ar???

ur son is in urgent .....u still ply at outside...

nvr care abt ur sons....

damn u><"""

at the end....my bro send him go the hospital...

n my phone finally can call the woman oso...

my mum use my phone n scold u very badly...

do u know how serious of this case???

head....the most important part in our body....><

n just know i heard my mum told me...

ur son hv 缝14针。。。

n....almost hurt abt the brain...

so serious u know??

n how pain of it u know???

n the most important thing is....

it can cause dead if late send him to hospital....
hey...did u learnt a lesson??

did u k ur sons??

haizz.....dun know u la...

lazy to talk abt u><""

so terrible woman tat my even met...

n i realise...my mum is the most best person i this world...

she nvr abundant us even how terrible situation she met b4...

pls learnt form my mum la u...so terrible...

n i m very lucky i hv a mum no like u...

mum...muack,....l love u^^

喂、人家跟本不爱你、付出值么？(copy)

不要总想着人家，在人家心里你真的不配






不要总看人家的动态，就算你在累，人家也不理会






不要总想人家，就算你付出在多，人家也不会落泪






不要一直关注人家，人家不知道已经把你当成什么另类






不要缠着人家，人家会说：你不累，我还累






不要怨恨人家，你没什么让人家回味，就算你支离破碎






不要不如意就破害己，来惩罚人家的不对






不要总不自量力的估计自己在人家心里的地位，知到真相后看你怎样无奈






不要盲目跟随人家的思维，人家会说你就会跟别人学






不要老瞅人家有什么不对头，就上前问人家为什么变化，人家会想你不配，老追问啥呀，你当你是谁






不要迷恋人家到你身心疲惫，等你到后悔，不知道你曾流过多少泪






不要老担心人家，人家不会为你欣慰










不要整天幻想人家，人家要是知道肯定会反胃










不要老光顾人家空间，不知道人家的哪句状态让你生死难寐










不要老想和人家说话，人家一句话总让你回味，而人家就当耳边风，不会理会，在人家眼里咱就是个玩耦而以，高兴了拿出来耍耍，，心情不好了就把咱们踢一边去，气就要向咱们发！！










不要老低估自己，人家多“高贵”，咱们多“卑微”，到最后还不知道到底是谁不配！不在自做多情了,事实却是如此,醒醒吧


copy from fb's note......bt i feel tat is meaningful oso...
i talk to myself^^