Chinese new year ing..
2day is the 5th day of 2012 cny..
2day...i totally no mood...
i have long time no on blog n fb..
reason??
work...
now...i work at a butik shop..
name T.G the gray...
recall back when i start to work..
i really regret..
damn tired..
need stand for whole day..
n....the relationship between my colleagues n i oso not that good...
from here.....
i know something fact truth...
human r selfish...
n....i started to feel scare for them...
they can this second at ur back say all ur bad...
bt next second come to ur front n talk nice wih u...
they can hind their real feeling n pretend very nice to u..
wao!!!!
i hate....!!!
if u really don't like somebody..
pls say out...
dun like this lo...
let me feel like u all like a smiling tiger..
the tigers will kill u at any second when u uncarefull...
bt...i oso learn something from u all oso...
like makeup....
both of u always ask me to make up..
n teach me make up oso...
both of u r no patient at all..
not a good teacher....
some time both of u r friendly..
sometime both of u let me feel like a an enemy..
i really fell confuse what both of u treat me like??
n.......i always hang out with both of u..
all my close friends n family say i have change....
ya....i think i should admin i have change....
i hate the feel of alone...
u know the feel??
stay at home all the time...
life without entertainment??
when every bodies have some topic to say...
i hv no experience for the place at all??
u all know my feel???
bt.....i should not find some excuses for myself oso...
i really gv them influence...
they like buy brand...
like vios...nichii..hang 5 ...n so on...
what is this all??
b4 i work.....i hv no idea at all..
bt now...i get use to it...
i get use for rm 100 for per shoes..
rm 100 for per shoes let me think tat r cheaper...!!!
OMG!!!
i know i hv change...
i hard to control myself...
bt i already try to control..
every times hang out with them..
they sure gt buy some things...
bt...me??
just simply follow them...
n buy ntg...
i admin my self control not tat bad....
but...i can control myself n buy ntg...
tat already make me proud to myself...
bt...what in their eyes??
they always say me hangout n buy ntg...
hey..girls.....i m not tat rich la..
i just imply hangout with ur guys only....
n..................................they ask me faster to 5 a bf....
they always act sweet with their bf...
i think tat oso one of the reason i cant go in with them....
everydays see them gt bf send food n fetch them back...
actually....my heart will feel envy....
ya....a bad feeling...
i admin with it....
they let me feel alone...
n feel bored oso...
haizz...i hate this type of feeling....
i still rmb "u" tell me b4...
寂寞能让一个人失去理智。。。
b4 tat...i cant get ur feeling...
bt now..
i know it...
n...the day u ply with me ...
i tell u one sentences tat u tell me b4...
别在我寂寞时说爱我
因为我会相信你所说的话。。。
n...i know u know the feeling what i m trying to tell u....
n...i know...u just treat me as a very best friend as i treat u...
u do all the thing like a best friend....
pls....dun do over...
dun treat me so nice...
bcz i scare...
i scare i will do something wrong let me regret...
the day u tell me...
u wish me can 5 a bf in U...
u wish me hv a good future...
my heart feel confuse....
ya...thx ur wish...
n....pls stop treat me tat nice....
i feel very thx for ur this few days treatment...
accept all my unreason request...
u do it all to me...
actually u can no need do this type of things..
bt....u do it...
u know what the feel u gv me??
u let me feel i m chirldish....
i m stupid...
i m useless....
u let me feel i cant stand at ppl sides n think abt them..
like what i treat u..
i feel i m super obstinate...
sry...
i swear i wont interrupt ur life agn...
let us b best friend agn..
n...very thx...
u is a very nice guy...
wish u hv a good future n fast 5 a new gf...
lastly...
Teo Su Teng...
pls do back urself...
pls 5 back ur dream...
stop nonsense.,....childish...n stupid!!!
faster 5 back ur study mood...
5 back ur dream...
dun stop here....
pls....
do back ueself....!!!!!!
