Trail Bm paper...

2day my trial exam for spm for started....

after the bc paper...

this is my second paper......

i dun know y.....i always feel sleepy when hving the BM paper...since i was f1><"

i really so hate BM><"""

y malaysia must use BM ar???

i dun feel tat is a useful subject...

i dun like it><"""

i hv study for the komsas n novel yesterday....

i hv receive tips...

all the tips r very accurate....><"""

n finally i read the tips for komsas n novel.....

n hv a look for the esei which will cum out...

bt i swear......i m honest...

i no memories the esei.....i'm not like 'her'....><"""

always only want win....always depend on the tips....

i see how u do when u having the SPM examination><""

the 1st paper for 2day BM paper 2....

i m surprise ^^...

i know how to do^^

i feel very happy to tat...

the 1st time exam i know the all bina ayat words.....

the 1st time i feel the tatabahasa is easy^^

i always donate my marks at the tatabahasa part...

i basic for bm like bullshit><"""

i nvr take an A in my BM examination....

my UPSR.....die in BM n BI...

my PMR ......oso die in BM n BI....

i sincere wish......my SPM will change my curse....

i really wish i can change it><"""

i m happy tat i hv finish my BM paper 2...

bt when having the paper 1exam....

i feel want die jor><""""

i really no mood at all....

ya...the tips tutor gave all is correct...

bt i no go memories...

bcz i told myself i want b honest for myself....

there r 2h n 15 min for this paper...

n it hv 2 bahagian oso...

the 1 part....only 30 marks...

kebaikan menabung...i read the esei b4...

bt when i m sitting n took up my pen...

my brain is stark...T^T...

i hv no idea ......

i dun know how to write...

i strongly feel want to gv up for this paper...

bcz BM take A for me is really a very impossible thing><"""

i waste my 1h time to write the bullshit esei><"""

now...left 1h 15 m....

i know i die jor.......wat stupid esai hv written by me????

when seeing the part 2 question....

i m started thinking.....i really want gv out??

i took out my calculator n calculate....

if i gv up....

my max marks will be only 40++

i ask myself.....i really want take this bullshit marks???

no...my answer is no...

at the time...my fighting mood come out agn...

i started write my esei properly....

i use abt 45 min to finish my part 2 (100 m) esei

n cum back to part 1 (30 m) esei ...

i decided redo...

i really very concentrate to write it...

i m very rust...

bcz i hv waste many time in the 1st 1 h><"""

bt at the end.....i finish^^

although tat no a good esei oso.....

bt i know i hv try my best...

i no gv up in the end...

watever......i edi know my BM no A jor de><"""

bt nvm......i will take k my next paper^^

jiayou....suteng.....

gambateh^^