Disappointed

TEO SU TENG!!!!

i really feel disappointed to you...

why you always feel tired all the time??

before when volley ball training never have a tired feel..

although how terrible and excited training...

i also never say tired..

but now??

tired all the time...

because too long no go have sport already?

just now my sister ask me want go play badminton or not?

i have the strong tired fell..

feel lazy and don't want go out...

 when i start become like this??

lazy until i cant recognized myself...

i hate myself...

before...when somebody call me out for the sport..

i sure say..'ok..no problem...'

but now??

i will think about it 1st...

i really don't know why i will so lazy recently..

even though i'm exam...

before exam....i will burn oil night...

but now??

i just read few lines...then go sleep already..

even the physic subject...

i also study a while only...

haizzz....

Teo Su Teng...

when you won't lazy again??

 when you will start go study??

i always force myself go for study...

but at the end??

i sleep on the bed....

i really don't know how to control myself...

maybe i need sport much...

sport can let my lazy gone...

but my family don't like i always go sport...

haizzz.....

i want find back my energy....my study mode..

my 38 mode......and be back the person who like out-going...

i want be back who i 'm before...!!!!