My life

Times and tides wait for no man....

Time keep passing away..

Child keep growing up..

We keep getting mature...

Parents keep getting older....


Unbelievable... i m 18th now..

Tertiary study....

After my SPM.... when i get my result..

i just got the feel "disappointed"

i can't believe i get a "D" for my BM...

and.... this cause me give up to study form six...

6A 3B 1D ... anf i have resit for my BM..

also get a C+

wat the shit of BM result><""

My dream is chemical enginnering ..

My dream is can have a high pay like my sis...

at the end..

don't know why..

i give up this dream..

i choose TARC..Diploma in Finance and Investment...

i nvr imagine i will choose this course b4..

i dun know why i will choose this..

mayb is the degree at ENGLAND have attractive me...

go oversea study is one of my dream..

mayb this is the reason why i choose this course...



I dun know i hv choose wrong or not..

all my friends that choose F6 for their tertiary life like so suffer..

all get a very bad result..

all of them totally cant accept the cruel fact..

ytd sem1 STPM finish..

many of them feel disappointed 

many of them say their will fail...

the question follow old syllabus

erm... i should glad i no choose STPM????



Mid term.... kill me...

Account.... stress....

b4 when go in college... i still think study college is honey years....

but....that is false..

mayb that is fact... but no in TARC..

14 weeks... 6 subject... every subject 3 coursework....1 assignment... n presentation..

that is stress.. i willing to study 4 more months...

but not so many subjects in every sem....

hiazzzz..... actually i got abit regret..

why i choose ART but not SCIENCE?

i just get 3.2088 at 1st sem...

what the shit terrible result???

i m not never do revision..

just because i really dislike account n economic..

haizzz.... i think i should change my thinking d...

this is the way i choose..

even that is hard.... but i should continues....


one more month... Final...

last week i absent all the lecture n tutorial..

bcz of sukipt competition...

everyday training.... but at the end lose for a bad luck..

meet the Champion team....

why our effort nvr appreciate by the god><"""

haizz... anyway...

i choose to quit volleyball school team..

yup....i love it...

but... i cant....

i have no time training everyday...

everyday training until 8+pm...

after take dinner and back.... already 9+ 10..

and the body is tired.... how to study??

assignment....presentation... test....nvr bcz i m a school team n treat me well..

haizz... for me... result more important..

Goodbye my Volleyball...I will miss you..

Anyway... keep tell myself...

gayao...Teng... u can do it...


finish class today^^

next week is holiday..

go back home later..

finish my midterm...

waiting my dear finish working n send me back home...

have a nice day ^^