yesterday ...emo day....

LOL....yesterday i hv saw 2ppl blog..
tat is my senior yap.sy blog...n a f6 guy jinwen's blog..
 unbelievable after saw jinwen blog....

i hv chatted with jinwen for 2 hours...=.="

song long...
he is sad...
bcz of his best friend...
hv any friendship can stay 4ever?

for me.....NO...
all will change when u getting older...
ur friend...
mayb at the beginning..
hey r really sincere want b good friend with u 4ever...
bt after day by day...
all will change...
they will find out more thing n fgt the promise ...
friendship 4ever??
mayb ...
bt the probability is only 0.1%
every thing will change for a day...
for eg ..me n her...
i treat her like my best friend sincerely
tell her all my secret...
bt at the end??
is she treat me like this??
NO...
she not....
in her heart,,,
she just treat me like a normal friend..

nvr treat me as her best friend anymore...
mayb our relationship hv change...
bt just only me nvr release...
after i release..
it is late....
i told myself...
.nvm....if u really nvr treat me as ur best friend..
i can do ntg...except bless u...
friendship no only one party problem...
is the both problem....
only one side pay out..
u will feel tired at the end....
therefore...
now....
i started try 2 protect myself...
dun pay out all...
bt tat no mean no pay out..
i will just pay out my thing for the person who really treat me like best friend..

who really can accept who i m...
many ppl say i m proud...
ya..mayb...
bt tat is bcz u all nvr know me well..

i love keep quiet sometime..
stay alone myself..
bt tat no mean i m proud...
pls dun say me proud at behind of me...=.=" 
suddenly feel tat human beings are fragile...

although how strong normal u r...
u oso will gt hurt in one day....

yesterday night... 

is my troop D farewell party...they set the party at miki's house...

her home is luxury..
see like she is very happiness....

bt it is real?

my answer will b yes...if  i dun know  wat is her real thinking..

she is alone after everyday school...
nobody company her...

nobody talk 2 her....

she is no freedom...

yes...she is rich...bt how??

she is unhappy....

rich nvr equal 2 happy.....
tat is only equal 2 u x nid worry abt the money problem...
lol..=.="
talk 2 much -ve jor....
tell myself b +ve...
be happy^^


say back the farewell party...
tat is quite a nice party...
miki's house hv her own k room...
fuyoo..
i really enjoy when singing k....^^
the C.C.G always choose the old song 2 sing=.=""
hey...u only how many year old ar??
sing this type of song...
really behtahan u lo...><
haha....bt i really enjoy sing k^^
bt the junior(i fgt name)^^
say my voice  like a child=.=""

hey...i x child k???
me oso really behtahan u lo...
bt anyway...
i enjoy the moment with u guy^^
we want graduate d..
hope u guys can do well in the next year^^
enjoy the time with u all^^